"Is that it?" Xavier asked in a husky voice. I hesitated not knowing if I should tell them about Keith, he seemed angry enough "Lily...tell me" he looked at me with pleading eyes and I couldn't say no.

"After that Keith, my brother, dragged me to the car and took me home. As soon as we were in the house he started yelling, asking me why I lied and said Ethan was my mate. I told him he was, that I wasn't--wasn't a liar but" I sniffed 

"He didn't believe me" I whispered "he said I was a waste of air and that no one in the pack or school likes me. That I was just a stalker." I finally lifted my head and looked at Xavier, his eyes were pitch black. "That's when I wrote you the email. I packed and waited for my brother to Ethan's and I left." I chuckled and turned to the guys "So here I am"

There was silence for a while and then Adrian finally spoke "We should go kick their ass" 

"We second that" The twins said 

"That actually is a good idea" Xavier said and I looked at him horrified 

"NO please no I've caused enough trouble already please just let me stay here and I won't be trouble I swear I'll be invisible"

"What are you talking about?" Xavier said "You're going to be a part of this pack and no being invisible" he smirked "Nops I want the Lily from the emails. You know feisty, funny..."

"I'll try" I laughed and rubbed my eyes and yawned. I hadn't slept on the train at all.

"we'll leave you to rest" Xavier said putting me on the bed and tucking me in "I can tell you're tired"

I nodded, closing my eyes as I heard the door close, and fell asleep instantly.

***************

"Show me your wolf Lily and let's see how strong you are" Xavier said "Follow me to the back yard" I walked with him and the guys following close behind when I noticed something.

"Where's the rest of the pack?" I asked noticing the empty house. Xavier shrugged.

"Most are at school, others are just out with their mates or just hanging out" I nodded as we walked into the huge and I mean HUGE back yard.

"Change" Xavier said, I nodded and changed into my wolf. I've always loved my wolf and thought she was pretty. My fur was pure white except for a bit of black on my ear.

"Wow" I heard one of the guys say "Never seen a white before" I smiled internally and Xavier nodded as he examined me. 

"Adrian" Xavier said and in a second a dark brown colored wolf appeared in front of me. Damn how did he change that fast? I had to learn that "Fight him Lily"

I snapped my head in his direction as if asking him 'what the hell?'

Xavier smiled "I want to see how strong you are" he said "he won't hurt you just pin you down" I nodded and looked back at Adrian. I wasn't really trained in fighting, no one gave me the time. Adrian lunged for me and I moved. YEAH, I dodged him. I was mentally doing a happy dance.

That was until I was pinned to the floor by the same wolf. How did he? never mind.

"Focus Lily. Think of a person who's made you mad" I nodded and looked at Adrian. His fur was close to my brother's. My brother...I began to think of what he said to me. How he never had my back.

This time when Adrian lunged from me I dodged him and lunged right back at him. We kept fighting for a while until, sadly, Adrian pinned me.

"Okay that's enough" Xavier said and Adrian got off me and went inside to change. I followed behind him changed in my room and went back to the backyard.

"So?" I said and Xavier grinned at me.

"You're strong Lily" he said and I scoffed

"Adrian pinned me" I stated and Xavier rolled his eyes.

"I never expected you to win Adrian, he's trained and stronger but you aren't trained at all. you'd be one hell of a fighter once you're trained lux"

I thought about it. So I wasn't as weak as everyone at home thought I was, I was actually pretty strong. I smiled mischiviously at Xavier

"Then let the training begin"

Two Years Later

Lily could you head home for a while Xavier asked me through the mind link making me jump and hit my head on the exhaust of the car.

"Damn it, Xavier. Could you not scare me while I'm working?" I answered him rubbing my forehead.

"Sorry, just come home please." he begged and I realized something was wrong, there was worry in his voice

"What's wrong?" I asked my brow furrowing.

"Nothing, just come home," I sighed and got out from under the car I was working on. I worked in a mechanic shop as a way to at least try to support myself. 

Xavier had taught me all about cars and I just loved them, ever since then every time no one knows where I am they come to the garage or mechanic shop.

I headed over to my bike and smiled; though cars were great, I adored my Motorcycle. My Yamaha R1 was my baby, I worked on her a lot and now she was perfect.

I drove home and parked my bike, I knew there weren't many people from the pack in the house. They were usually out and it was just me and the guys with a few other pack members. As for the adults most of them prefered iving in their own houses on the territory