Neil POV

"Ok, that's enough. My mate will be home soon." I said. The girl pouted and I grimaced, hopping off of her. I heard her sigh as she looked for her clothes. I pulled on my boxers and then my basketball shorts.

I don't know why I cheat on Calista. It never really hit me. I guess for the pleasure or the dominance. I shook my head and walked out the door and held it open for the girl. I always get these thoughts after the cheating but I always dismiss them.

I inhaled deeply, a bit annoyed as she threw her top over her bra, and I smelt the sweetest smell ever. I froze, a million thoughts ran through my mind at the single moment that I couldn't concentrate on even holding the door open.

Calistas scent.

She had been here and recently. I felt my heart race pick up as I got a bit nervous. I quickly grabbed the door again and impatiently waited for the girl to get out. Her name I forgot but her face has been embedded in my mind as someone I never want to see again.

"Bye babe." The girl said, winking at me and walking out the back door. I shivered in the disgust as I began cleaning the room.

As I was walking to the bed, I felt a pain hit me hard, causing me to fall to the ground. I yelled out in pain as the pain increased. I held my neck where the pain was hurting the most but soon moved it over my stomach as I felt sick. I held my head in my hands as the pain moved to my head, throbbing was all my brain was feeling. I screamed louder as a new pain hit me in various parts of my upper body.

The pain suddenly stopped and I was left in a sweaty mess on the wooden floor. The coldness of the floor didn't help at all to cool me down, only a cold shower I felt could help. I slowly got up and forced myself to clean the room, trying my best to ignore the slight pains that occasionally went through parts in my body.

By the time I had finished, the pain had gone and I felt as though something was missing. I was confused, of course, but promised myself that I would see the pack doctor after I had a shower. I needed to get rid of the smell of that girl so I headed upstairs and into the bathroom.

The sight in front of me, made me want vomit and cry at the same time. There was blood all over the vanity and there was a blood stained towel on the floor. I ran to it and sniffed, that being the first thing that processed through my mind.

Calista.

It was her blood. I was horrified as I looked in the sink of any sign that could have made her do that and I saw a razor in there. And then it all made sense.

She cut my mark. That's why I felt intense pain just before. That's why all this blood is here. I growled at the thought and ran to the room. My mind was fuzzy and my wolf wanted to shift. So many thoughts ran through my mind, so many emotions that I couldn't hold in.

My eyes landed on the bed where a letter was neatly placed. Knowing it was a letter to me from Calista, I picked it up and read it.

To Neil,

I loved you Neil. I trusted you with all my heart and you broke that trust.

I was so sure that you loved me back but I guess I was wrong. So I'm leaving and letting you be free with any woman you want to be with. Now you don't have to worry about creating new lies.

Goodbye forever Neil

Calista....

I didn't realise I was crying until I saw a wet dot on the note. I wasn't embarrassed about the tear, no. I was embarrassed at the fact that she saw me and that girl. I felt like an idiot, a jerk, a traitor.

What kind of mate am I?

I folded the paper neatly, treating it as treasure as I put it in my back pocket. In a rush, I decided to jump out the window to save time. I ran towards the pack house where I was going to explain the things I did and gather men to find their Luna.

I need to find her. I'd do anything to find her.

The only thing I'm worried about, is telling her older brother, the pack warrior.